It’s like it’s not even real to me. It’s like my life...– Gilmore Girls
creepychick: i am not interested in people’s souls. i am interested in the bombs they carry inside of them. i want to play with that bomb. i want to blow myself up with that bomb. for me, love is the bomb. & i am not wasting my time on half-things, i want bombs. i want terror. that is the only thing i accept. i want chrapnels in my body. i want a carnival of wounds only love can cause....
i need to have at least two males vying for my affections at all times to retain my human form.
Anonymous asked: i nominate kim for the beautiful person of the year award.
The beauty of things must be that they end.– Jack Kerouac, Tristessa (via honeyforthehomeless)
When you become good at the art of letting sufferings go, then you’ll come to...– Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh (via nirvikalpa)
She may be going to Hell, of course, but at least she isn’t standing still.– E. E. Cummings (via entlers)
I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn’t deserve it. Because...– Augusten Burroughs (via rock-n-zeppelin)
mattruboner2: i automatically assume everyone dislikes me unless every individual states otherwise which means you have to tell me yourself that you actually enjoy my presence in order for me to believe that you don’t dislike me how difficult is it to understand that
why do i subject myself to this
friend: you crazy unlikable ugly female. narcissist crazy attentionwhore.
friend: you need 100x more friends and socialization than the average human to be happy or you kill yourself.
friend: small disputes with people make you want to kill yourself.
friend: you're afraid of everything and cry all the time
friend: everything that normal people just brush off as small makes your life unbearable
friend: blah blah your life is so "hard" and everythings "unfair" and etc etc just give me the name of the disorder please thank you
friend: tons of girls in develloping countries have had and continue to have much more abuse and much harder of a life than you in every way possible and they dont even have light at night
friend: literally MILLIONS of people have it way harder than you and none of them react this way
friend: seriously why cant you just be fuking normal just sit back and not care you adult baby
friend: jesus christ youre 3 years old this literally rediculous fine just go die or ruin your organs or brain or whatever then cry in 5 years about how youre "permanently damaged" even more and suffer for your serious retardation
friend: i dont even care anymore enjoy youre a retard mentally retarded and will suffer the consequences of your infected mind "uh oh some problem with a friend better kill myself"
friend: look YOU'RE NOT A PLEASANT HUMAN and give NOTHING OF VALUE TO THIS WORLD or ANYONE'S LIFE. i hate you i fuking hate you go and never come back.
friend: you're a DEFECTIVE HUMAN.
at one point or another i will taint every relationship i have. i can’t stop. it’s most likely inevitable that i will end up alone as a result.
i will never be satisfied with what i have
i just can’t get a fucking grip on these emotions. STOP missing what you willfully gave up STOP torturing people to make yourself feel better STOP glamorizing the past STOP obsessing over things that no longer have any importance i do not have any faith in my ability accomplishing these things, because i’ve never been able to and i don’t understand why. i need to take a...